A future that freaks me out.

3 months-and I am already TIRED!

To travel daily on the lrt is OK.. then walk thru dusty road for 8 minutes is fine. But to face my boss' face each morning (is evitable so far- but not in one month to come) is headache! I am now being separated from my boss sebab our permanent working floor still tak siap. But still, she is giving us a true meaning meaning of headache; or kalau datang gila dia - MIGRAIN.

She yelled during a meeting-in an open area, and don't imagine how embarrased was I in front of the clients-who just remained silent until the fight was finally over. They would surely say something pasal our credibility as consultants. Huh.. Memang sadis.

And yesterday- she went grumbling at Azah and I pasal our cuti raya hajinye application next week-which we found out to be an attempt to keep us down. But we felt like vomitting to see her acting like that. Is that how a BOSS suppose to act? Hahaa..if y'all nak tengok citer lawak..meh ler datang to my dept... ngee...

And as usual- we remain to act 'kering'. Seriously memang maleh nak layan oang perangai macam tu. Buat letih pikir aje. But deep down inside - I know that all this crap will pull us down - And affect our mood to work. dah le nak keja lagi 30 tahun..! Letihnyeee....

I just couldn't imagine how my working life will turn into. A good one?A miserable one? Takkan lah hari2 nak pegi opis tu nak tensen ngan dia? Hilang akai?? And prime target ---> Sis Azah and I laaaa...muahahaha....(seriously, she treats boys very well!)

Our conclusion-she maybe ada conflict with herself-cannot accept yang azah and I tak worship dia. (And yes, thats what we see so far-she wants us to really look up to her, respect her, adored her, rely on her, scared of her..what else?- tapi kami..buat dek jee..yelah..dah tak best..camana nak look up?? and to see us selamber ajer..itu kot yang drive her MAD tu..hehe..)

Up to this day- I can still buat kering ngan pangai dia - Until I dont know..maybe in another 11 years to come sebab dia pon nak pencen dah time tu. But eleven years man.. come on!! Huh.. mau nye pening .. God..please give me strength..

Intann : Lantak dia lahhh... ngeee....heee..hee..tido lagi best!