The attack...

It's been a week now since my last posting. And a lot happen along the way. Good things..bad things..huhh... and finally I got the chance to post again.

Errr..Who said I'm enjoying my holiday?

On monday, my day filled up with jalan2 with mon cher and hantar my sis back to her hostel. Having to carry the monitor up to her room on the 5th floor got me having breathing difficulties. And the next day was even worse. I went to KL Hospital for medical check-ups. Everything went smooth and easy, but my car suddenly rosak in the middle of Jalan Ampang. And I have to wait there for 3 hours (solid!). Don't imagine how I have to deal with those habuk jalan, asap and fumes. I was entirely exhausted, angry without points, tension and banyak lagilah- all at once.

And to add the matter worst, on my way home I was halted by police sebab langgar lampu merah. *damn it!

He preached me-panjang giler. Having to go thru a real bad day, I cuma stood still. Tak melawan nor smile whatsoever.

"Kalau saya saman ni..mau kena 200 tau tak?"

"Sayang sikit duit tu..kalau ada anak mau lepas duit susu tau tak..?"

I gave him the monotonous expression. Didn't angguk nor geleng. Lantak kau lah! But he didn't saman me. He he..

And by night, the attack went bad. Real bad. I can't breathe and wheezed all thru the night.

Wednesday- have to help Ma to cook for kenduri tomorrow night. My sis pun demam-so pegi pulak cyberjaya lagi sekali to fetch her. It was really tiring but I got myself 'well paid' that night sebab ada "Hell Freezes Over" reunion concert...! (* We'll talk about this later huh!? Really interesting..!)

Having to deal with asthma is rough. Believe me. And please.. do not make fun of it. For me it's like dealing with death. When the attack went acute and uncontrollable, I can't hardly speak. My hands trembles and my voice drowns. If i struggle to speak or do something, I will end up vomitting. I have to be separated from other people sebab i will use no air-conds or fans at all. Hahhh..time tu semua orang dah pening sebab panas, but I'm the one with 2-3 layers or shirts..and extra sweater lagi! hah ha...

Thursday-kenduri. Penat sangat! I have to use nebulizer quite often sebab the attack went crazy sebab I didn't stop moving. But who else nak buat semua kerja?

Friday-hahh..baru ok..but still have lots of cleanings to do and dishes to wash.

This time, the attack memang teruk. Sampaikan at some point, I went thinking.. "Is this my last chance to breathe?" who knows which one will be the last one...?

God, I was really worried.. but thank God too.. right now I'm feelin' OK.. not yet recover, tapi OK laa... can breathe smoothly now..

Intann : Take good care of yourself guys.. have a good heart and be happy!