Brain - clearing? Does it work ?

For some small event, came huge responsibilities that need to be carried out more or less pretty damn perfectly; because there's the first lady behind the scene. So, none of us dares to say no. What we do is to have it done; though some thought of it as freakingly-unnecessary. Huh.

I don't wanna care what others would think. I mean, work is work. Urm.. Again, it depends on oneself maturity - to take one matter into accounts. They are all adults don't they?

Blabber, blabber. That's not what I intend to say this very evening.
Just like to share wif you times and thoughts I had these past 3 days.

Last Friday was indeed a torture. Mentally and physically. I tried my very best to breathe slow and deep; just to hide my rage. Yes, I got tested, almost exploded - but managed to swallow those hideous feeling inside. God must have granted me some courage to stand and even smile; Yes. That was close.

I left Friday as memories. On my way to PD, I was having a hard time focusing. I thought travelling to somewhere 'nice and breezy' would instantly enlighten me up, but it appeared not so.

We headed to PD with two different reasons; me getting myself to chill out of work, and to attend my diploma-class reunion that very night. So we went on. Reunion was okey, except for mon-cher who obviously looked uncomfortable mingling with my old buddies. I had no choice but to declare early dismissal although chatting with them was something I've yearning for so long. Reminds me of good ol' days, ya know? hehe.

It was only on Sunday that I finally got the time focusing on what I intend to do right over there; to slowly give myself a good head rest - deleting the unwanted debris inside my mind. The work, the pressures, the pain. Wondering what actually helped me? The sea - which was steady and brilliantly green. In fact, it was emerald. I was often paused just to capture the beauty of it. The resort is indeed a yatching quay, and that too make the whole setting so picturesque. Please, make your way to Avillion Admiral Cove. They didn't pay me to tell all this to you, but believe me. Just by standing by your room window, you'll know how I am feeling right now.

After a while, I felt more relaxed. I went for swimming, and smile a lot. Ezzah made my days even more meaningful despite her unknown-hyper-activated stunts and all.

Breakfast with tonnes of hot croissant painted my perfect-next-morning. My goodness! The last time I had good croissant was in Bali 5 years ago. Hmm.. hehe. What a creamy-FAT lingering memories.

Owh. That is all I want to jot this time? What ever.


Intann : Urghhh.. back to same - lame work! Cherrios guys. Wish me luck!