Monday again..

Home...

Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home
Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m doneI gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

Intann : A song that simply sweep me off my feet - on my breezy miserable day.. Michael Buble.

Broken..

Sis Azah is back to the office, and i feel like she's been out for months! Sian dia.. jenuh dengar Odie and I berebut nak cerita sapa jahat sapa baik..Hehehe..

And at least I have them to make me smile..

Notre boss took an emergency leave. Sis azah got something to do, Odie went to sleep, while I was more or less feeling miserable. Yang peliknye.. I don't know of what!

I drafted a few lines to Nida.. i felt like talking to her.. just like we used to do.. tapi ntahh.. thing's different now.. and I have to admit that.. so I just kept my fingers running-writing to her.. how I miss her and so forth.. but that e-mel just stayed there..

One song suits me today.. Seether and Emy Lee's..

I wanted to know, I love the way you laugh
I want to hold you high, and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph, and I know it serves me well
I want to hold you high, and steal your pain.
'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away.

You gotta win, you don't feel me anymore.

The worst is over now, and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, and steal my pain away
There is so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high, and steal your pain.

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm open
And I don't feel like that I'm strong enough
'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away.

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm open
And I don't feel like that I'm strong enough
'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away.

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away.

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone.

You gotta win, you don't feel me anymore.

Intann : Stay close to your heart.. and focus.. Nite all! *sigh*

Azah, Odie and I - Part 2

And now, people everywhere memang dah boleh reckon yang all the three of us are unlikely to be separated. I think, kami sendiri pun tak sedar yang kami bertiga dah develop a bond, which neither of us boleh define or tell. As for me, Sis Azah and Odie have become some sort of err… 'a necessity' in my daily life. I am so attached to them that I could become ‘one kutu yang blur’ if both of them are not around.

I feel comfortable and safe whenever sis azah and odie around. What I mean of feeling ‘safe’ here is in terms of Q&As from our bosses, plus all the favours they did for me. Yep, I am one-blur-new-government-servant, and I often hesitate whenever I was given new tasks.. but Sis azah and Odie never failed to help me out. And you have no idea how I wish to have all the courage and patience that my sis azah have. She is one strong and determine woman, energetic, knowledgeable and conversant. She knows when to speak, and when not to. Everyday, I feel like I have been well protected by her, let me learn and realize whatever mistakes I’ve done, and always stays positive in whatever she thinks is good.

For some reasons, I think Allah give me this precious chance to get to know sis azah this well, so that I could learn something; which will be appreciating people I guess. Yes I do adore you and appreciate everything you’ve done sis!

Odie…hmm..Hehehe..Dia ni? Dia ni jahat.. hehe..taklah.. he’s our Zorro. Sebab misai kudip dia yang sikit tu..hehehe..I would say the guys will look pelik at him sebab almost all of his time in the office will be hanging out with us. He is somehow interesting and charming, a good singer..cuma people don’t really look deep into him. He’s a good man y’know? Heheheh… he’s my savior whenever I wanted to face my boss..remember..?

I would say that Odie is one determine person, a good observer, a good leader, and very secretive (from his mysterious acts..hehehe.. ). He’s very keen and serious with his work, and I will be the one yang rosakkan program dia. Muahahahaha…!

“Odie..? Jom turun?”

“Odie..Jalan??”

And that will be my script. Yes.. daily-basis. Hehehe…

“Alaa…tayah la jogging..jerebu tuuuuuu….”

That will be sis azah and I punye script bila dia nak jogging - sebab semua orang cakap he’s getting bulat ..

Apart of being our knight in shining armor, Odie is also our fashion consultant, but neither of us percaya apa dia kata. Hehehhehe… muka sincere giler bila cakap;

“Ehhh.. cantikkkknyeeee awak hari niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii…!!”

Ha’ah ..yelah tu..macam lah kami nak pecaya..

Each day passed dengan 3 of us having dozens of good laughs. Odie and I gadoh, and sis azah will interfere…

“Sudah-sudahlah kudip-kudip ni…! hii..aku cubit jugak anak aku 2 ekor ni…napelah suka cari pasal ni….???”

“Odie..!” I pointed him. Hehehe…

“Dia tu kak azah..dia yang cari pasal pastu buat baik..jangan pecaya dia!” Odie tensen..

“Dia kudip-kudip!”

Hahhahahahahhaha……….. Gila tiga-tiga ekor…

To hell whatever people say about us. As long as we’re good and tak kacau hidup orang, then no harm kan?

Intann : It’s true kan when people say that FRIENDS do give colours in your life..? Cherish them.. and don’t ever forget to say thank you..and be sincere about it. Not everybody in this world have the chance to feel this truly-warm-feeling-of-love, although it may just be a pat on the shoulder, a smile, a phone call, or his/her presence.. but the magic will definitely lift you up.. and make you feel alive.. AGAIN.

10 years – befriended Arnida Zainal. Thanks Nida.. For everything.