Month-Ly-Checks!

O'boy.

A month has passed. And am still here -- crawling.

Guess what I should do is just chill-out and move on. There's a tinch of regrets out of not jotting down what's important that happened to me this whole-month time; especially of watching ezzah growing. God, how I wish I can nurse and caress her my whole life. She is now throwing tantrums every now and then; and of course -- the guilt of NOT hovering her with our attentions and time haunted me.

News for the whole of April? Umm..Will just leave here few of my-life-checks that I think I wish to remember.

ONE - Had the chance to peacefully swim, with ezzah and her floats, at my favourite hotel.

TWO - I was on TV with the Queen! Haha.

THREE - Err..yes. The queen is indeed beautiful.

FOUR - I think I hurt my parents' feelings. Wish I can mend that. *frown*

FIVE - I somehow managed to watch football the other day! The feeling? OUTRAGEOUS!!

SIX - Uh oh. The unknown movie -- OUTSOURCED. Like it. Haha.

SEVEN - Abang Fali and Syima toured Europe. Sis, love the scarf.

EIGHT - Last saturday? The IELTS Exam. Sheesh. Should have practised more. Keeping my fingers cross-with cold stomach to hear the results. The reading part was --urm.. a killer!

NINE - Managed to (finally) tidy up my work station. Think it's lovely now. Haha.

TEN - Found myself crying -- out of feeling blue, and tired and lousy and sometimes clueless, and guilt, and seeking attention (too).

Intann : I am just a human. I, too, need love and to be loved. Please, gimme a clue.