Mon cher : A new taste of living

Obviously, time is moving wayyyy to fast..

Almost a month since my last posting, and i'm back again, still, with so much to say, but don't know where the hell should i start.

I don't know how should i describe myself; ok or not ok.. sebab things has been rather winding and compelling lately..

Mon cher got a job..and we are both thankful to The Almighty. That was one thing that I would consider a 'gift of a lifetime' coz we both know how crucial and hard it is to get a job, lagikan from a quite an established firm.

And yes, apart from the rezeki given from The Almighty, I somehow realized that we should not forget that obstacles we might find in the forthcoming days. The same thing happen when I got my first job..(remember?). I thought the timing was perfect, I thought everything will turn out fine without any flaw.. but, the reality was hard to swallow.

And God knows how MONEY was the next disaster thing. Living in KL with a salary of a thousand something will keep you survive for a month-yes, but believe me, if there's no emergencies. In brief, I would say it's not enough unless we are able to puasafor the whole month thru.. still.. we are God's creations.. lemah..and tend to give up to temptations..

And obviously, i can see mon cher is also struggling to start living, as well as adapting to this new environment.. He seldom voiced out his grudges and showing his temperamental skills towards me.. which I ended up feeling worry 'bout him.. I'm not sure whether he is not ready to face 'the reality' of living or else..

I should let him learn.. everyone should learn how to be strong and independent, don't they?

For me, every single thing in this world is tough and hard. Nothing is easy unless you a born a billionaire's sons or daughter. And at the same time, everything needs money. If anyone wants to deny that, please come forward. I don't mean to demoralised anybody or hurts anyone's feeling, but that is one prime concept that I strongly hold in my life, that one should be strong to survive, we are given 'kudrat' to work, so work. That is the tanggungjawab given to us. If we don't work or earn a living... sapa lagi nak tolong kita..?

And to tell you the truth, it takes quite sometimes for me to accept that fact.

Yes, it was bitter enough at first, but as you move on, and be positive about it, slowly, they will treat you fairly.. Allah will be with us..

Intann : Mon cher.. i will be the one supporting you.. vivro. Just don't ever..ever..ever.. GIVE UP.. coz that is truly a disaster we should avoid in our entire relationship and life.. Je t'aime beaucoup...