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ordinary - as pisces memang kuat berangan.unpredictable. loving. very energetic (only when it comes to my interest!)matured than before.strict when having to proof practicality..a life with limited friends-not much to worry..which is good. Still pursuing for permanent status as a person..wanting to have ability to love and to get love-for and from everyone attached to me.

Friday, April 29, 2005

Me Fag..Me nose..and me Blurryyy...


I am such a blurry freak…

I was on the first flight to Alor Setar this morning for a routine inspection – don’t ask how hectic it has been, needless to say pasal waking-up at 5 etc..etc..

Had my breakfast at the McD, at least that helped me out to get myself into mood. Kena makan cepat sebab I just got about 20 minutes from departing time.. and before I could get any more intense than that, a family of foreigners who were sitting next to my table, addressed me, wondering if I was kind of running away from home. I giggled, and at that particular time baru I noticed how selebet I was.

Arrived in AS at about 9, and straight away to work. At about 12, my boss dah start nak jalan2 around AS. Giler apa.. my flight home is going to be at 3!

But she insisted..(My Goodness..this fella memang ..ergh… tatau la… )

So..dengan tak ikhlasnye..I did follow her.

The condition of the car..? Pleaseee…..!! That vehicle was rather OK.. but my boss’s stuff made that vehicle looks so similar to a junk truck! And she expected me to squeeze in between those what-ever-it-is junks! She simply ordered the fella who’s driving to Bukit Kayu Hitam, for what she claimed as a lil’ shopping..

Letih sangat....my legs and entire body tu tayah cerita la. I felt like crawling sebab letih.. I just remain quiet so that she would notice betapa tak ikhlasnye I was then..heheheh… And before they could get me even more miserable.. I asked ‘em to drop me off at the airport..

And I felt like crying.. sebab being so tensed and fagged.. and all alone..

My flight home wasn’t helping neither comforting. It went shaking and bumping against the clouds - all the way to KL. I can’t breathe well, plus the pressure disturbed and clogged my ears. My head felt like burning. Tetiba jer, the guy next to my seat went acting kelam kabut. Kena apa la mamat ni…

“Aaa..bagi air..air.. ngan kain..aaa..tisu..!” he suddenly grasped a steward’s hand.. and all eyes went to him. And then to me.. Aaa?? Me?

Me..? Still - blurr and bedazzled. Apa orang tengok-tengok kat aku ni.. Isk.. what have i DONE?? Isk..dah la pening nii...

Then the steward came, and handed me a wet tissue.. Err.. Apa diorang ni….?? Aku ni mimpi ke..? I was in total confusion. Hoping that someone would help me.. please lahhhh explain…. *frown

“You okey ke..? Hidung you berdarahh…” mamat serban sebelah at last cakap.

Aaa..? Idung bedarah? Mana? Tak rase pape pon?
Took the tissue, and tried to wipe my nose.. Eh..ha’ah laa.. darah..
Err..malu giler orang semua tengok I wiped my nose.. (ehehehehhe…*blush)

“You sakit apa2 ke? A? Okey ke..? Nak air ke..?” huh..kelam kabut giler… He even asked the steward to get more wet tissues..

I was too shock to answer him, neither to nod or geleng kepala.. Ushh.. selamba je aku nih.. I bet my face memang blur tahap cipan! I just look at him… and just that..And that particular act, made me rasa quilty (yang amat sangat!) sebab tak cakap thanks ke apa ke.. (teruk betul lah aku nih..) And I made no movement until the plane touched-down..

Hish..kena cakap thanks ni.. beriya-iya niat.
But when I got the chance to thank him, I ended smiling – with my fingers still holding on to my nose. And that was all...He merged into the line and disappeared.

Err.. takpe ke tak cakap tima kasih aa…?
Senyum tu kira tima kasih la kan…? Kan? Kan?

GUILTY!
Err..halal lah.. Tenkiu ye encik..
Takpelah.. kurang-kurang pun dia ingat I bisu jer…

Letihh.....!

Intann : Moral 1 – Guilty akan hilangkan rasa letih.
Moral 2 – Don’t ever ..ever..ever..forget to thank people who helped
you..




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